Burn the memories !

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid
To fall

But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died every day
waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

 Time stands still
beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything
Take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath,
Every hour has come to this

One step closer..........

Kring-kring.  "Eh you, whats up?" "I'm just gonna give you this. Please listen carefully and mean it." For a while , I listened to the newest song from i-dont-know-who's-singing. What a romantic song from the first time I heard. Then, the phone actually end without permission after the song played.

The good song with poor memory.

That's the short prolog to opening my story. Holaaaaa...... !!!!!!

I'm so sorry cause I'm so busy with all of stuff ma collage. Hfffffffff.

A long time ago, before I actually changed. I believe in faith about 'love'.

Then one people who I loved the most in old times destroy it.............. :)

He succeed ruin everything, from him I learned to not trust anybody, include the person you're share with. 

He's so easily said that he loves me forever. Now, I called it 'trashes or bullshit'

But suddenly he gone (to hell).... forever. (Now, I'm allergic too with this word.)

The person who promised future break EVERYTHING that we was built with patient and sweat.

He's cant prove what he was said. 

Well.... I'm so traumatic with this tragedy.

One year left............. (I won't tell what happened between me + him during these year. It make me seems like I'm the most idiot girl [I'm more foolish than *piiip*]--- I don't hate him or what the circumstances gave me at this times. I just hate for being fragile)

Nowadays, I'm with the newest person.

The different person but with the same promises.

OOOOOOOH...........

I'M THE WOMAN WHO ALWAYS WALKING WITH FEAR.

I end up with promises, forever etc...........!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just need YOUR PROVE !!!!!! :)

Please baby, I'm not looking at my past. But sometimes, it's like deja vu.

So many things that you did similiar with he has done for me.

Kamal, I trust you. Only don't wanna fallen again with same thing.

I'm so hard trust people again, because so many people are worthless.

Sorry to say that. In the fact, the closest person have the big opportunity to hurt me.

Ckckckckck............................................................................................

I love you, Kamal.

Please be careful with ma heart :)

Keep my heart warm with your love.

XoXo.