Whisper-of-Sorrow

Aku mencintai dia yang mencintaiku. Aku merindukan dia yang merinduku. Dan aku menahannya. Kita dipertemukan untuk saling jatuh cinta, memiliki dalam semunya kebahagian lalu berpisah dalam diam. Aku dan kamu berdampingan diantara sekat tinggi yang tak dapat dihilangkan. Kesalahan terindah, kebenaran terpahit. Bolehkah aku pinjam bahumu untuk terakhir kalinya? Agar aku dapat menumpahkan rasa ini. Jatuh hati padamu bukan kehendakku, namun terjadi begitu saja. Dan apakah kita masih dapat bersama... itu pilihan. 
Ada kalanya lebih baik diam dalam merindu. Biarkan alam berbahasa dan menyampaikannya.

Nowadays

Now, I'm here. Being a new person. Being a new feelin'. I'm not the person that the last you saw. I'm being a struggle woman to faced the unfortunately life. Even I need a shoulder to kept my head up, I'm always alone to solved it. Might you dunno, it's really hard being ME. I'm always forced myself in front of any trouble in every circumstances. Never easy to explaining your feelings. Can you reach somethin' that you never expected it to be? Seems like .. uuumm~ impossible. All of the lessons in this young life like a special gift from God.

Remember, God always knowing&hearing my prayed even in my silence tears. God exactly controlled me in Your path. In this humble heart, yes.. You're my everything. You're the only one who can answer there questions with what You did to me. Maybe it really contradiction with my wishes.... I'm rather so lost believe in You, when it happens....

But actually in the end, I knew.. If you brave to saying good-bye, the world will reward you in a new 'Hello :)'