this is me- this is my rules- you cant changes my life but you can come into my world :)

Selasa, 23 September 2014

Once for My Lifetime

Aku mencintainya... My love for him more that I've ever never been do for my ex. My love for him is infinite.......You're my magical light , my everything.
For the first time that we was actually make a committed, I'm promised to myself "there's no hurt or being fool again." I trusted you when you was make sure that you gonna build a long lasting relationship too.
I dunno how to tellin' him, that the phrase 'i love you truly madly deeply' is never enough to describe or explain that I really loving him. Often, we always talking bout our future. We always dreaming what if in one day, all of our hopes & dreams come true :) We always makes a planning, even it the smallest thing that we can to do now for soon, and we're arrange one by one puzzle of life till it will complete if we've been married.. soon... AMIN.
He's my headache... He's my addictive substance..... oh God !!!
Like k$sha said on her song " I'm all strung out, my heart is fried. I just can't get you off my mind .Because your love is my drug <3 "


Kamal , apakah ini terlalu dini untuk kita memutuskan jika masing -masing diri kita adalah yang paling terbaik untuk kita? Mungkin aku bukan yang paling terbaik, sempurna tiada kekurangan (flawless) tapi aku selalu coba , selalu dan selalu agar sepadan untuk jadi pasanganmu :)
Aku bahagia denganmu dengan segala kekurangan kita yang menyedihkan tapi di saat bersamaan kita menertawakan itu. Aku cinta kamu, Mal. Banyak yang ingin aku tuliskan tapi aku ga akan sanggup, terlalu banyak kata ucapan penuh syukur atas hadirmu. Terima kasih selalu menghibur sedihku dan mencoba menghapus amarahku dengan tingkahmu yang terkadang justru lebih menyebalkan. Aku mulai takut.... perasaan 'terlalu cinta' kini melandaku... Satu yang pasti, dibarengi usaha dan doa, aku tunggu lamaranmu ... dan cincin pertunangan Agustus 2015. Inshaa Allah semua di ridhai Allah dan dipermudah segalanya... Amin :)